Sunday, March 13, 2011

Broken

He broke up with me just under two weeks ago and for all intents and purposes I have been taking it in my stride but today, all I feel, is broken.

I was mistaken in thinking that things were going well for us and that we could be happy if we could just be on our own. We never got the chance and now I feel empty and lonely.

I miss him but not the way he is right now. we went out on Friday night - it was my colleague/friend's birthday. the horrific twist is that this guy is also loosely his boss. Everything was okay until he started getting drunk and flirting with anything that had legs in front of my work colleagues and clients. I was so embaressed, and now I just feel angry because he has not called or texted an apology, a hello or anything.

I know he probably never will but after six years you would think there would be some measure of respect.